{"id":771,"date":"2015-12-13T18:15:29","date_gmt":"2015-12-13T05:15:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/?p=771"},"modified":"2016-01-09T21:17:54","modified_gmt":"2016-01-09T08:17:54","slug":"letting-go","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/letting-go\/","title":{"rendered":"Letting Go"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I finished work at my\u00a0salaried job a bit over a\u00a0week ago.\u00a0From here in\u00a0I&#8217;ll be counting\u00a0on the income from one day a week of self-employment in Auckland, and a similar gig &#8212; though at a fledgling stage &#8212; in Whangarei. There are a couple of part-time contracts on the horizon, as yet unconfirmed.<\/p>\n<p>We haven&#8217;t quite got the Auckland house on the market yet either. Don&#8217;t get me started on why; it&#8217;s a long and irritating story\u00a0involving a deck rail and a council building inspector. Upshot being\u00a0there&#8217;s still that\u00a0mortgage to service for a a few months.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe it would have been more sensible to wait for financial certainty before ditching the government job.\u00a0Over the years\u00a0though I&#8217;ve learned that the process of radically changing your life is like\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.earthstewards.org\/ESN-Trapeze.asp\" target=\"_blank\">working a flying trapeze<\/a>; in order to reach the place you want to be, you must first let go of the safety\u00a0you&#8217;ve\u00a0been\u00a0holding onto.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_865\" style=\"width: 810px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/trapeze_themiddle1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-865\" class=\"size-full wp-image-865\" src=\"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/trapeze_themiddle1.jpg\" alt=\"Reaching for the next thing\" width=\"800\" height=\"392\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/trapeze_themiddle1.jpg 800w, http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/trapeze_themiddle1-300x147.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-865\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Reaching for what comes next<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Right now I&#8217;m suspended in the space between swings, but it&#8217;s ok, I&#8217;ve been here before and I know I just have to s-t-r-e-t-c-h.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I finished work at my\u00a0salaried job a bit over a\u00a0week ago.\u00a0From here in\u00a0I&#8217;ll be counting\u00a0on the income from one day a week of self-employment in Auckland, and a similar gig &#8212; though at a fledgling stage &#8212; in Whangarei. There&hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/letting-go\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue Reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"sfsi_plus_gutenberg_text_before_share":"","sfsi_plus_gutenberg_show_text_before_share":"","sfsi_plus_gutenberg_icon_type":"","sfsi_plus_gutenberg_icon_alignemt":"","sfsi_plus_gutenburg_max_per_row":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[2,30],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-771","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-moving","category-transition"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=771"}],"version-history":[{"count":82,"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1137,"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/771\/revisions\/1137"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=771"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=771"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.charmedlife.co.nz\/cowboybootsandbrokenfingers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=771"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}